Cold and Pale.

Something to add..
http://sallileee.blogspot.com/2009/08/what-comes-first-chicken-mcnugget-or.html'

So this is how it feels, right?
To lose someone. I mean it's that feeling where you feel like they're not really gone.

December 6 2009, he passed away.

It was coming, it was just a matter of when.
We're all thankful he survived 5 more years when the doctors told everyone he had 6 months.
We're thankful because those 5 years were the time he needed to finish his job here on earth.

I remember every year on my birthday, December 5th, he would send me a birthday card, send it so that I would get it in the mail exactly on the 5th.
I knew he was too weak now to take care of that stuff, but I still wondered.
The next day when I got the news, I felt, he was more than just weak, he was almost too far gone.
I'll never forget the feeling I felt when he sent me those cards.

I honestly thought I'd be aloof to my parents death at this point in my life.
But this experience made me realize,
I'm not going to be okay.
In time, but not then and there.




Love Less than 3. Love Love.