Sometimes to find truth, one must move mountains.

We judge too much, all of us.

I really want to see this .. impossible world of tolerance.

Let's not be so fearful of the world of my dreams.

Love

Needles and Ink Will Keep Us Together.

I'm on my couch watching Parental Control, this show is ridiculously funny. Their staged reactions make me laugh. I'm eating this thing that's like a sweet croissant filled with cream cheese, does that sound weird? Because it must be the best thing I've ever tasted. I've taken Advil 4 times in the past 4 hours, but I still feel like I'm gonna pass out from cramps. 

Christine Shim, to call her my best friend seems like an understatement. This girl really seems to understand everything I mean, and vise versa. I feel like it's against some nature to not be able to spend high school with her. How is it that everything has its stinking timing?

Love

Decorate

People have come up with thousands of ways to help out other people.

I've actually helped part in this one organization called One Million Ways.

The first part in the plan of One Million Ways

 is for you to accomplish a good deed (i.e. holding a door for someone, helping your friend study, recycling, etc.) let your imaginations run wild with what you can do for someone, and then spread the word. You introduce the idea and mission of this organization to others, and pass on your bracelet-which can be purchased for $1. Now, these bracelets each come with a tracking number which serves the purpose for you to go onlin

e to the website, onemillionways.org and log in your good deed with the bracelet's tracking number. 

Here's the important part, with every good deed you log into this website, the sponsors of the organization donate $1 to parts of the world stricken by starvation. So each time you decide to do good and post it online, you're helping people around the world.

The person you passed on your bracelet to now must serve a good deed to another and will log in their good deed.

The fun part, you can always go online and type in your old bracelet number and it'll show all the people, and good deeds the bracelet has passed onto. When I recently checked the bracelet I purchased and passed on, it had over 35 posts and counting, in zip codes out of California. It blew my mind, my bracelet donated over $35 to people who's in need of help in foreign countries.

This is such a simple way to help someone around you out, as well as the rest of the world.

Check out their website, onemillionways.org

Or, come to me because I've still got some bracelets to give out!

Is there any goods you guys are involved with? Tell me about it, I'd love to take part.

Love

Mon Coeur

My heart seems as if it is floating in discomfort yet drowning in misery. It's attacked by indecision but guarded with shame. My insides are in chaotic discord, and today seems to be the first I wailed with genuine misery in the longest time.

I would probably never find pure hatred for my mother, but I'm sure as hell close to it.

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Hot Diggity

18th of July, a day spent with Christine, my technicality-obsessed sister.

Today, or yesterday, Christine would argue was a day I needed, definitely. We went to Audrey Kitching's yard sale, which was totally not what we expected. In good ways and bad, depending on how we decided to interpret it. 

And practically spent the rest of the day crafting. Things like this are so much fun with her, I wish we get more time for this kind of stuff. And we'll live seeing rainbows and unicorns, farting fairy dust, pooping gems, flying the land of magic, eating gumdrops and cotton candy!.. aha, fail.

According to our plans, we'll meet again Monday, which makes me giddier than a lovestruck schoolgirl. 

I'm waiting for this new week to start, mainly because it means this old week's ending.

I'm sorry my face looks like it could be used to induce vomiting.

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I guess I'm just not cool enough to be a Mac person.

Today was seriously a day where I couldn't put my mind to ease, until now.

I feel like the day's worries are behind me even though I have no idea what tomorrow has to offer.

Listen here, I'm finally writing this entry on my bed, thanks to my new Macbook. Now even purchasing this did not go smoothly. Long story short, my Macbook got mixed up at the store and I went all through this trouble to find it. I should've kept it, it was better than the one I meant to buy. Well, can't regret it now, can I?

These kinds of ridiculous things always has a way to find me.

The title serves the purpose to say I can't get my vidchat to work.

Another problem for me.

Boo.

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True That.

Yesterday, I watched the premiere of that new show, "10 things I hate about you"? or "10 things I like about you". I forget the title.
Strangely enough, I liked it. It's so ridiculous I find it pretty funny. Especially this one guy that likes Bianca. AHAA, he reminds me of myself in some ways, except the Y chromosomes of course. I feel like this show will become my new obsession.
Speaking of TV, aside from this new show, my favorite TV show these days is "It's on with Alexa Chung" on MTV. It's a talk show, though what first drew me in was her British accent. Nothing with a British accent gets by me. But when I really got into it, I found her sense of humor matching mine. I have a feeling if she and I were friends, we'd laugh around a lot and get along pretty well. Anyway, I thought I'd mention my new favorites, "It's on with Alexa Chung". Teehee.

I'm starting to read the Twilight saga again,
I'm on the second book, New Moon. I'm worried I might finish it before Jasmine has a chance to return me my Eclipse, the third book. Yes, that scares me. I'm such a scaredy cat. I fear practically everything. Pitiful.


To my desmay, I'm definately going to try not to find any hate for that girl. She really is going over the edge on everything and its just a tad bit more bragging for anyones tastes.
Who the hell cares though, right?
I'll just be the bigger person, because I'm sure thats just about a new concept for her. Especially because when I did mention it earlier to her, I felt like she thinks that is just beyond her abilities. -______-
How will she get through people that'll have more control than her?


Right now, I'm patiently waiting to get a macbook. AS if that's even coming anymore now.




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Tweet

I finally got started on Twitter again, it's acting weird though. Says my email doesn't exist or something. Why can't anything run smoothly these days?
By the way, it's twitter.com/salli_lee

And what's with that girl that can't keep herself controlled. Your lack of self control is not only making you even more angry, it's ticking the time on everyone else' patience. It doesn't even matter anymore that you knew everyone would see what you meant, because that kind of venting was just immature and pitiful.

You would never know how much you remind me of this crazy little sweets. Ahaa, it's actually quite comical you think you're just the best thing anyone could ever meet, but all you created yourself into was a nasty girl that can't seem to get anything more.

On a brighter note,

Today is my brother's birthday. WHOO! happybirthdaytoyouhappybirthdaytoyou,happybirthdaytomybrother,happybirthdaytoyou!

Thanks, people really wanted to know that. Bahahahaa, fail.

I can't wait for all these things Christine and I have planned this summer. It's just some kind of high that I can't explain. High off all this time and ideas we have. It's what gets me going, it's so nice I have something like this.

But what I really hate right now is what you're doing to yourself.

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The Ring of Mars

I'm not in the big blogging mood today.
Everything I do these days I must push myself to do.

I feel as a believer, I've always wished upon the stars, only night after night.
Dreaming of everything that could or should be.
But I realize, I'm only human, and I can only believe in these stars to a certain extent. So I'm done waiting for something to happen anytime soon, because I keep seeing my dreams ricocheting off the stars and down to my hearts again.

It's like looking for the ring of Mars.
Useless, and pathetic.


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